sorry i'll go
bandcamp
go back
i hate this EP, not because the recording quality is shitty or the vocals lack confidence, i've come to terms with that. it's the fact that the lyrics are so dishonest, they're such bullshit, the person i was when i wrote these songs was so twisted and confused, he had this idea that if he could come off as this sensitive sad pathetic human being that maybe someone would take pity on him, maybe he was just desperate. the only semi redeeming one in here is "varicose" which has some syd barret-inspired verses, not terrible. "flounder for todd" just makes me angry because i wrote it about an old boss i used to have, which is ridiculous, the amount of capitalist brain rot i used to have. the worst one by far is "i heart abortion", it's the epitome of dishonest writing, just trying desperately to paint myself as someone who was wronged when I WAS THE ONE THAT WRONGED PEOPLE, I WAS THE ONE THAT WAS HORRIBLE AND NARCISSITIC AND THIS IS JUST A SAD PATHETIC ATTEMPT AT ERASING THAT, IT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT, AND I HATE THIS SONG SO MUCH IT MAKES ME SCREAM
