great things are happening

recieving huge inspiration on a daily basis now from___________ and it feels so unreal

and yet i can't tell anyone

that's okay, i don't need people to feel inferior to me unlike some people

how symbolic it is that the album is coming out around now

so much more meaningful that i meant it to be, but now it makes so much sense

i feel like i've finally woken up, my eyes are open and i'm seeing the world for how it truly is

i am not the force that makes the ground move, i am so utterly small, i am so alone, but i don't care anymore

well, of course i do, but my own artistic integrity has become more important in some aspects