i feel like i'm coming down from a wild louis trip and i can't seem to make anything that i like now

i know this is just one of those days, but it still feels shitty

just gotta keep working, but i can't force it, don't want another seltzer situation again, it's gotta happen naturally this time, like the last two videos i made

it's just so hard sometimes, and bryce hasn't really been in the picture for a few weeks, i hope he comes back soon, i don't want to be alone with number three

i guess i'll leave it there, don't really have much to say today, just thnking about old things, getting nostalgic, but the bad kind of nostalgic if that makes sense