been a little while, can't say i've been busy though
alex has been taking over a lot lately but i'm not sure why, things have been going relatively smoothly
just been kinda lonely i guess, haven't really been leaving the room much, plus it makes it worse that i haven't recorded anything in what seems like an eternity
it's okay though,like i said things are good
my business cards came in today i think they turned out really nice
i guess i really don't have much else to say
i have so many ideas but no realistic way of following throught with them, makes me feel pathetic sometimes, i know alex normally talks like this but maybe him and i are more alike than we thought, plus louis has been making the rounds quite a lot the past few weeks
too much fucking stress what with all these retards arounds us, feels like we're the only level-headed person in a ten mile radius sometimes
but everyone feels like that, you know?
alex really wanted to call her the other day but i stopped him.
just need to let it go
i wonder what color her hair is now