maybe the reason so many more of my thoughts are on here as opposed to alex and louis is because i'm usually the only one who has the energy to actually type them out

my hands haven't been as bad lately so that's some form of progress, at least they aren't getting worse

how to reach an audience that _______________________

you don't.... or you just make them mad


might as well just be weird

fuck it

music IS weird

you know that moment when you accidentally find a band or an artist that is exactly what you were looking for?

but they're super unknown and obscure so people look at you funny if you start talking about them?

i guess that's who i gotta be

maybe i should just be more sad so i can be more creative

nah maybe i'll try that animation again