maybe the reason so many more of my thoughts are on here as opposed to alex and louis is because i'm usually the only one who has the energy to actually type them out




my hands haven't been as bad lately so that's some form of progress, at least they aren't getting worse





how to reach an audience that doesn't give a shit about you:





you don't.... or you just make them mad


obviusly playing songs they like is difficult considering they know none of them and you hate all of them



might as well just be weird



fuck it



music IS weird




you know that moment when you accidentally find a band or an artist that is exactly what you were looking for?

but they're super unknown and obscure so people look at you funny if you start talking about them?




i guess that's who i gotta be
















maybe i should just be more sad so i can be more creative



nah maybe i'll try that animation again