corona has got all three of us fucked up




it's so weird, regardless of the virus i usually stay inside all day anyway, but now that i don't have a choice i want to go outside more than ever



bryce took us to that beach we like yesterday at least so that was nice day out

we also moved to a new aprtment a few days ago, still trying to get settled in, don't even know the other two people there, at least the place is a hell of a lot nicer than where we were

the last few days in the old place were spent trying to catch a mouse that bolted into the closet, not our problem now


plus, this new place has laundry and parking, we hit the jackpot


















i sent her a letter a couple weeks ago
i don't know what i was trying to accomplish by doing that but i felt like i needed to

still haven't gotten a response though, and i don't know if i ever will, but i hope i do

sometimes i find myself checking the mailbox like ten times a day like a fucking crazy person it feels so pathetic


i wonder if she even got it, i wish there was a way for me to know, i can't really just call her up and ask her now can i?
you could if you weren't such a pussy


FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU


haha oh wow now the real colors are coming out alex i'm so proud



YOU DESTROYED MY LIFE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT YOU RUINED THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME YOU FUCKING NARCISSISTIC PRICK