think i'll go back to the sculpture place this week

gotta get rid of bad associations somehow

been in a bit of a dip lately.....i don't know if it will help or make things worse

taking the weekends off is hard, not making things is difficult and leaves me to my thoughts which is never a good thing
but i have to keep it that way or it will never stick

definitely gotta go to the sculpture place again, i just hope i won't see who i think i'll see there. but very unlikely...hopefully

it's so peaceful there

it reminds me of a time when i was really happy