think i'll go back to the sculpture place this week
gotta get rid of bad associations somehow
been in a bit of a dip lately.....i don't know if it will help or make things worse
taking the weekends off is hard, not making things is difficult and leaves me to my thoughts which is never a good thing
but i have to keep it that way or it will never stick
definitely gotta go to the sculpture place again, i just hope i won't see who i think i'll see there. but very unlikely...hopefully
it's so peaceful there
it reminds me of a time when i was really happy