winters are hard

but fair

when we were kids winters were always so wonderful
snow days
hot chocolate

now to me winter has just become synonymous with heartbreak

thinking about how i spent the last new years eve
can't get any lower than that unless i try really hard

this will be my first winter away from that shithole of a town and hopefully it'll do me good

gotta get away from everyone

gotta get away from myself

alex has been trying really hard to get out lately and i have to keep trying to calm him down before he makes a fool of all three of us