my cat died last week

it's funny i only really started feeling sad about it today

we had her for thirteen years
it's a shame i couldn't be there for her last days

i kinda felt guilty that i wasn't really sad when i initially heard about it
but i guess my love for her isn't measured in how many tears i cried right

just because i didn't cry at first doesn't mean i loved her any less

she was a good cat

that girl said no

everything is falling apart

i haven't talked to bill in weeks
i haven't taken any medication in a month
my hands are getting so bad that i can barely even type this right now
i haven't recorded anything in a month
my cat is dead
i got led on by this girl for a month

i almost called you-know-who today
just really wanted to hear her voice

how pathetic is that