saw a picture of her today by accident

almost knocked me down

i rememeber that picture

she cried that night for sure

i can't take any more of myself

i always thought that i had these demons inside of me clawing to get out but it turns out that i'm the demon

giving these personalities faces to somehow excuse the fact that it's just me every time

it's just me


we need to lay off the pen

even i'm getting a little scared