saw a picture of her today by accident
almost knocked me down
i rememeber that picture
she cried that night for sure
i can't take any more of myself
i always thought that i had these demons inside of me clawing to get out but it turns out that i'm the demon
giving these personalities faces to somehow excuse the fact that it's just me every time
it's just me
alex
we need to lay off the pen
even i'm getting a little scared