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3/28/2020 11:17am

what are we doing if not sitting on our asses making a mockery of all that we've worked for?


all that I'VE worked for





quarantine should have been a blessing for us, and while it isn't exactly a curse (far from it), it hasn't made us as productive as i would have hoped




put out the video for "aren't you alice" it got a pretty small but decent response i guess


you said this wasn't about people liking it, it was about maintaining artistic integrity or something like that

i did


it's just frustrating to spend time on a product that no one would listen to


now you're starting to sound like alex

2/5/2020 9:06am

NEW PLAN NEW PLAN






NO AUDIENCE NO AUDIENCE




AT LEAST TWO EP'S BEFORE SELTZER OR THERE WILL BE NO SUCCESS









CAN'T RELEASE MUSIC TO NO ONE RIGHT? OR DOES THAT GO AGAINST WHAT BRYCE WANTED WHEN HE STARTED THIS?



WHO GIVES A SHIT






__________ IS WHAT MATTERS


MIGHT NOT MATTER TO HIM BUT IT DOES TO ME SO WHEN WE WILL START RECORDING YOU GODDAMN LOSER





MAYBE HE WANTS SOME SORT OF GLORIOUS STARVING ARTIST PERSONA BUT REALISTICALLY WE'LL JUST END UP_____________________ HANDING OUT CD'S ______________ WHEN WE COULD BE PLAYING SHOWS FOR REAL PEOPLE



could have put it better but maybe you're right





of course i am




get to work and stop feeling sorry for yourself

1/28/2020 5:29pm

inhale more why don't you







pathetic isn't it









as if anyone will ever read these



better get a new hobby dipshit and i can't believe you're thinking about her again

8/14/2019 12:51am

fuck fl studio, and fuck my laptop, i can't fucking make what i want to mske because my fucking microphone can't even record without sounding like at at the fucking beach



anyway





i came up with this craigslist idea and i love it
and seltzer is gonna be on the backburner for now i gotta get this going

but gotta put seltzer out first once it's all done




but they"re both gonna be fucking great, if only i had equipment that actually worked







my dream is to ruin the emmy's one day, bring that stupid ceremony to a halt





i gotta stop resting so much, things are fucking frustrating and bryce is holding it down just fucking LET IT OUT GET MAD



GOD DAMN IT



SITTING IN HIS FUCKING ROOM ALL DAY MAKING SHIT


WHAT HAPPENED TO US
HE CAN'T MAKE SHIT


MAKING SAD SHIT FOOR ALEX AND FEELING SORRY FOR HIMSELF



STILL FUCKING HUNG UP ON THAT GIRL


CAN'T GET OVER HIMSELF
CAN'T GET WITH THE FUCKING TIMES






NEWS FLASH IDIOT IT'S BEEN ___________ AND SHE DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU






just get over it already you self loathing fuck, get off your ass and make something fucking real

7/24/2019 10:26pm

not that anyone is listening, but i haven't posted a cover in a while cause i'm working on seltzer




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this is going to be art

not just a compilation of songs
an experience


an entirely pretentious experience that keeps my artistic integrity intact. i want people to be mad. no one will discover it, but the people that do won't understand it

that's comforting in a way

gives me a lot of freedom to do whatever the fuck i want
no one's watching

there's literally no expectations of me right now
totally blank canvas

hypothetically, if i were to become popular (which i won't) i will then have a small group of people that could potentially be let down because i do what i want

i don't do this for fame or notoriety or whatever
that's stupid

i know a hell of a lot of people that write songs and play music with the sole intention of becoming famous and having fans. that's so empty

there's this guy i went to school with went to college and minors in songwriting

songwriting.

like you have to fucking learn to do that in school
he's learning how to write a song that's catchy and will get him famous
fuck that
i don't care about that




but who am i



music is about the art not about the money


of course making money from it is an awesome perk but letting that get in the way of making REAL art then the product itself becomes stale and cheap









who the fuck am i though




just a pretenious loser who doesn't leave his room all day every day just making songs that no one will ever hear





there are people out there making bullshit but they're happy

7/3/2019 12:29pm

i wonder if being _____________ is tax-deductible

6/26/2019 1:37pm

would you rather make _____________ or have artistic integrity

6/17/2019 4:45pm

albums are dead. why should i put work into something like that if the majority of people who find it will choose one or two songs that they like. people don't listen to albums they listen to songs. there are no spotify playlists with full albums on them. the only problem is that some songs only work within the context of an album. i don't think i could listen to "us and them" if i wasn't already listening to dark side in its entirety.