here's to you
and you and you
and the rest
still hovering near the far corners of my ceiling
draped in red but a cool blue inside
haunting me, taunting me
and hauntingly, each visage burnt into my eyelids
so that i might look up to the stars with my eyes closed
and watch your faces slowy fade into the night
every tiny imperfection a firefly in the still darkness
lighting up the last remant of that ancient instinct
i tried to rip it from my DNA but it's too small to see
so i'll just fucking sit here and wait
and fill the room with smoke so you can't see my face